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* my own struggles these days…

I enjoy working behind the scene at workshops be it writing the presentation itself to setting it up with presenters, ceu’s and more.  I dont care to give presentation myself because of aniexity, time pressure, no sensitivity for repeats, newbies, basics, and such.  I dont like much traveling or anything that comes with traveling like packing, dealing with time changes, overbooking, underbooking, last minute cancellations.  I also do not enjoy the anxiety caused by unsureness, not knowing the environment until I get there, the condition of my room, the availability of certain food and so on and so forth.  It just make complete sense for me to still do something I enjoy like this but in the very condition and environment I am comfortable in.  In the comfort of my office in my home in front of a working and FAST computer.  I have access to everything I need, I can find all the information I need right here.  Bear with me… I am getting to the point…

I have set up workshops on many levels, community, local, regional, and national with every one of them quite successful.  You have no idea the immense pleasure this gives me even though many times my work goes unreconized.

Sounds good huh? and you wonder, so whats your struggle?  3 things… completely opposite of each other.  one is sadly and unfortunately,  no money at least not now. And the other is the integrity of the presenters. Is he qualified? That seem to be what I struggle most lately.   And finally the last one…  yes whether you like it or not, very true, audism!